I understand how everyone has their low points in their lives. I use to be extremely depressed because I honestly felt like I wasn't good enough for anyone. I had constant boyfriends, I had constant drama & I had constant scars from self infliction....and so on. You go to this dark place and you want to take everyone with you because being alone was hard.
Then I grew up.
Ever since I started my sophomore year of college, I got rid of the sadness and moved on from it. I met some pretty amazing people. Those who love music as much as I do. I got an internship, I am making so much money (although, I have no idea where's it's going) and I've attended a numerous amount of concerts. This is the prime of my life, I feel. I have so many years to experience and I'm so excited.
I feel that if you have a positive mindset you'll get a positive feed back right? I also understand how that mindset can hurt someone because it's like setting expectations that sometimes can't be achieved. How I think?
Be active. Do something about it. I dislike people who are stagnate in their lives. Get the fuck up and do something. You are young and wild...live it up. Fucking travel, find a job, work hard in school while your mind can still absorb shit. Being comfortable is the lowest form of satisfactory.
This isn't a self help entry. This is a wake the fuck up entry. We all have our own issues and I can only imagine what everyone else is going through...but I can relate to this, I use to be weak. I use to let everything get to me. Sometimes I still do and then I look in the mirror and I tell myself...I'm lucky. I'm lucky to have fallen in love with life. I'm lucky to be the way I am. Everything I have in my life...I deserved it through hard work and determination.
If I can do it. You can too. Don't bring others down with you because when you do...people will resent you.
On the brighter note :) Got an A on my online final! WHOO! with only 10 min left to spare..!!!
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